I made a few diplomatic errors when I stabbed you. The primary one was not including Venezuela. As I recall, he'd made it clear to me earlier that if I made a move that he'd be in my corner. I felt that was probably true, but I wanted my stab to be a true surprise so I negotiated solely with Antigonos (and btw AardvarkArmy, I was being truthful, all negotiations for that stab took place in the final few hours before the deadline) at the eleventh hour. Venezuela's reaction wasn't quite what I expected. I expected the result would be that France would throw a ton of units away from South America and give Venezuela a ripe opportunity to make his own gains there and the collapse would be even quicker. I did not expect AA to be so off-put by not being initially included that he'd hold SCs in escrow for the better part of a decade propping up France. Long story short, I ultimately do think I regret the stab going off the way it did. I sometimes let myself get swept into the panic being created by my alliances and make a shift that I think will be more beneficial in the long run that torpedoes me. I should have just trusted AA and brought him in early. We'd be playing a lot different of a game that much can be said!
You kept asking why I didn't just consider your SCs as an extension of mine and questioned how I screwed myself into an even smaller size. Well there were really two factors there.
1. Allies are unreliable compared to owning the SCs yourself.

2. At this point, I still distantly had my eyes on a solo, and I'd need fuel for that.
There are some side issues that muddled the whole thing and screwed around with my long range plans prior to the stab and after.
For example, when Flatley still had Nigeria, I had a super quiet information sharing alliance with him. In fact, I was sometimes giving him information on the E/F/G triple's bids and moves in Africa and I contributed some IP for their control of Italy once if I recall



The problem? Flatley had that emergency and left the game suddenly. I didn't even know how to approach the new player about the ongoing cooperation we had. I didn't really trust Stanislaw well enough to have the level of discretion that I knew Flatley had. Also, I wanted him to lead off on messaging me to see what his throughts were on our working together vis a vis France. I... well... I don't think I ever got anything, for like 5 years, well after the stab had occurred.
I had some similar problems when pjkon disappeared. EpicDim is a great player (and awesome GM), but I've known very few on the site that communicated and negotiated as extensively as pjkon (though I would like to say that I'm at that level myself at peak -- not lately with life kicking my butt regularly!) and so I couldn't really ever get the diplomatic help I needed to make headway in Northern Africa post-stab.